Thursday, August 1, 2013

The Cusp of International Development

Friends,

Sitting on the cusp between our American world and the struggling, smaller nations of Asia and Latin America, the questions stare back daily as I drive from my lovely garden home through the worn-out streets of these capital cities to our comfortable offices.  Protected or isolated in those splendid situations (whether INGO, UN or WB), the issues of poverty, corruption, dislocation, fragility and limited resources can seem too far away.

The contrasts between the international development world and the daily reality for more than half of the people in the countries in which we chose to work, marry and raise our children can seem a heavy weight at times.

Whereas Cambodia may look better than it did twenty years ago (for good reasons, including Scott's work), Honduras (where Jeff has worked for 28 years) and Nepal (my adopted home) have struggled and, in certain ways, decayed over that time.

There are, of course, positive MDG indices that show how the international development exercise has been effective (e.g., lower maternal or infant mortality rates), but there are many less diagnostic indicators of daily life (e.g. massive migration, dependence on remittances, weakened government services, debt, et al) that provide a window into the darker realities.

Of course, it's not just our beloved home-countries of which we speak. If you have read some of Amartya Sen's recent writings on India, or the occasional reporting on economic issues, corruption and internal migration in China, it's clear that the vast nations of Asia are facing some difficult choices, as well.  There are deep issues in Europe, North Africa and Africa, too, of course. It's just we see these challenges and divisions in our countries more clearly.

Thus our skepticism as to our the structures that we have created to resolve and assist the socio-economic issues facing countries like Nepal and Honduras.  Inside many of these international agencies, so full of hopes and promises, can be equally self-protective, risk-adverse, self-perpetuaring bureaucracies.

How to do borrow the best of these instititutions and the individuals who inhabit them while jettisoning the layers of lard?  Is the bottom line of these systems more the transfer of resources, skills and talent to the developing countries or sweeping both the people to settle and the billions of dollars to return to the US?

You'd be surprised to learn how many of my former Save the Children staff have their adult children and families now living in the US. Not to mention how many offspring of Nepal's National Planning Commission's commissioners are now US residents or citizens.

Few have made the reverse commute...

Of course, much of the responsibility sits on the political leadership of these countries.  They, too, need to manage the destiny of their people better -- but the global forces that squeeze their economies and ensure their dependence on foreign assistance are not easily countered.  In their situation, it's hard to turn down the hundreds of millions of dollars (plus, plus...), jobs for their kin, international travel and encouragement that the donors offer in various forms (INGO, UN and WB soft loans).

While millions of their citizens who are not near those funds migrate for low-paid construction jobs in Qatar or Malaysia to send a couple hundred dollars back to their families a month (if they can...).

Anyway, dear friends, just more thoughts floating across the mind of these aging 'development' workers who wandered out the American front door decades ago to see the world, then finally settled down 'to do good and have done very well, thank-you' (as the ironic expression goes).

The continuation of late night conversations we once indulged on James 4th Floor w/ Bob Dylan and Joni Mitchell singing of such moral dilemmas in the background...

love ya, Keith

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

A Supermarket in Rhinebeck, New York


         "What thoughts I have of you tonight, Walt Whitman, for
I walked down the sidestreets under the trees with a headache
self-conscious looking at the full moon.
          In my hungry fatigue, and shopping for images, I went
into the neon fruit supermarket, dreaming of your enumerations!
          What peaches and what penumbras!  Whole families
shopping at night!  Aisles full of husbands!  Wives in the
avocados, babies in the tomatoes!--and you, Garcia Lorca, what
were you doing down by the watermelons?

          I saw you, Walt Whitman, childless, lonely old grubber,
poking among the meats in the refrigerator and eyeing the grocery
boys.
          I heard you asking questions of each: Who killed the
pork chops?  What price bananas?  Are you my Angel?
          I wandered in and out of the brilliant stacks of cans
following you, and followed in my imagination by the store
detective.
          We strode down the open corridors together in our
solitary fancy tasting artichokes, possessing every frozen
delicacy, and never passing the cashier.

Where are we going, Walt Whitman?  The doors close in
an hour.  Which way does your beard point tonight?

          (I touch your book and dream of our odyssey in the
supermarket and feel absurd.)

          Will we walk all night through solitary streets?  The
trees add shade to shade, lights out in the houses, we'll both be
lonely.

          Will we stroll dreaming of the lost America of love
past blue automobiles in driveways, home to our silent cottage?

          Ah, dear father, graybeard, lonely old courage-teacher,
what America did you have when Charon quit poling his ferry and
you got out on a smoking bank and stood watching the boat
disappear on the black waters of Lethe?"

Allen Ginsberg
Berkeley, CA  1955

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

On the Road in America

another rapid exploratory trip to the us to see loved family and friends...

first we had the joy of seeing joshua graduate from georgetown university.  our #1 son reaches the pinnacle of his education after years at lincoln school, northfield mount hermon, georgetown and a year at soas in london.  it's been a long ride with six years away from kathmandu on his own, mostly, yet with with all the experience and learning that comes from such intensity and challenges.


with mom among us in the slight drizzle on the georgetown yard, we sat and cheered as josh walked across the stage to receive his diploma and the congratulations of the university.  josh smiled and strolled with his gown and chappals into his future.  that evening we gathered at an italian restaurant w/ bagi, shakun's sister, lena and suraj to toast joshua on his achievement before he starts a two month internship at the G'town B-School working on Himalayan Spirit 8848 company.


then, we went by amtrak train to north carolina to see our friends, sherab & soilan, who have been in nc for 15 years.  sherab was the first nepali friend i made, a tibetan refugee who ran the 'lost horizon' restaurant off freak street when scott, dave, lee & i first arrived in october 1979.  then after he and soilan married they lived behind us in bansbari when josh and ez were born at the same time as rinchen and dechen.  the girls are all grown up now.  rinchen already graduated from UNC while dechen is her sophmore year at duke.


we stayed at their place in raleigh and took trips to asheville and the blue ridge mountains and then to the coast for boogie-boarding on the waves with leah.  what a lovely state!  amazing that we could be up in the mountains one day and swimming in the ocean the next.  it felt so good to be back with these old friends as if no time had elapsed in all those years in between.


the eight hour train back to  philly to see claudia at her comfortable suburban home where the trees and yars have grown so beautifully over the past two decades.  we feel such a sense of home and grounding at claudia and louis'.  the boys have been there over the years for thanksgiving and passover with claudia welcoming their friends there with them.  and my college stuff is still stored in her basement after all these years.


plus my dear friend, chief broken two arms, jeff lansdale and his beautiful honduran-american family were there for his sister christine's daughter's wedding.  claudia drove us over to their hotel where we spent the afternoon catching up, then joined the amazing lansdale family, including tad, the matriarch, jeff's brothers, his wonderful warm and kind daughters, valerie and aimee, at haverford for an evening festivity celebrating both the wedding and their family reunion.


then, with mom and louis, shakun, ezra, leah and i drove up to marcia yawitz' home in the poconos for the afternoon rose family reunion where 30+ family members, all descendants of morris rose (nee moses libschitz along the russian/lithuanian border), my great grandfather, six generations of family, met to share stories, life and the special cocoon of family ties.  it was a precious afternoon with cousins with whom we have become much closer over the past five years.  cousins we hardly knew a decade or more ago, the children of mom's first cousins, the grandchildren of sam rose, brother of my grandfather, ben-henry rose.  ties so deep and revealing that we often overlook in our daily lives.  


basking in that family joy, we continued upward toward the amazing boylan sisters.  spending the night in the beekman arms, rhinebeck after a 1:30 am evening w/ boona, my smith friend alma's brother, who recorded as terrence boylan decades ago.  the best live performances of dylan, joni, irish traditionals and his own exquisite songs ('sundown of fools') heard, probably ever.  just ten of us or so sitting in his 18th c. carriage house home on river road after margaritas, dinner, margaritas, dessert, tap beer, a doobie and a serious swig of scotch...  how lovely is america on such days...



i'm back w/ Smith/Amherst friends, some i haven't seen since the week before Scott & I left the US in in 1978.  Alma is the CEO of a global building materials company, her husband, Jennings, a wood-worker from Maine, while her sister, Molly, has been a writer for Seasame Street and Christian, her husband & Jennings' brother (yes, 2 sisters and 2 brothers...  very Thakali...) was a painter and has morphed into an interior designer/architectural consultant/carpenter.  

Molly & Christian had a place on Park Slope they gave up a couple years ago and put all their good energy into the home we were at last night here in the woods an hour north of Rhinebeck.  Great mixed broadleaf forest.  Stars at night Beautiful.  The house they bought then redecorated inside is so aesthetic, artistic w/ prominent wood features and metal cabinets put together from debris from buildings torn down in NYC.  Plus, a tree house perch looking out across a magnificent, wooded opening out across a visual, expansive gap looking west toward the 'new' world of early America...

We're in a rented house somewhere nearby.  A nighttime drive after a stoney evening w/ the white wine pouring generously among about 14 of us (Shakun, Ez, Leah & moi, Scott, his daughter, Malika, and her northern Irish photographer-boyfriend, Felix++).   So joyful and joyous to catch up after the decades with our kids and theirs around.  Their daughter, Callie, finishing her PhD in Iowa and going back to teach a fiction and film course.  She & I, of course, had a long rap on films and how to teach those Iowa pre-business students.  As Scott said, 'That's what Keith would love to be doing...'  

Plus Ez and Malika who grew up around each other, now in their 20s and full of life, intelligence, opinions and beauty.  The joys we know of seeing our children grow into young people, separate from us, independent yet so dependent still emotionally -- as we are of them...

So, that's us.  For today.  We're going to Edith Wharton's country estate for a day walk, then back for more front porch stories, memories, dreams and affection at Molly & Christian's...

then back to DC to see Joshu again for a few days as he moves from his collegiate world to the brave new world of entrepreneurship and the future ahead.  after which shakun & i head back by etihad to kathmandu while ezi and leah board an overnight amtrak from union station to west palm.

America Ayo!!!

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Bali Updates


Subject: Bali #5

Last night I watched the last half of Martin Scorsese's "The Last Waltz" rock n roll film on the tube.  It took me awhile to figure out what the movie was, but then it hit me: the Band's farewell concerts at the Cow Palace in 1978!  What a magnificent ensemble of interviews, thoughts of living on the road, our greatest musicians of the 1970s and the finale of them all on stage with Dylan singing, "I Shall Be Released".  

(I remember telling Scott a long time ago that I want to be listening to that song when it's my time, as well, to bid 'adieu' to this world...)

I'd seen that brilliant documentary film the first time while hitchhiking across France to meet Dave in Istanbul in the spring of 1979 after going home for Bruce's wedding.  I'd gone into Nice to see it, then hitchhiked back out on to the highway and a night's sleep alone out in a wheat field.  The next morning I got up and continued my travels down Italy to Brindisi for the ferry to Greece, Kos, then up to Stamboul where Dave and I took a ferry along the Black Sea to Trabizon and on across Turkey, Iran, Pakistan and India to Kathmandu.  

So much of what I look back upon these last days of 2012 have to do with that never-ended journey with my life's dearest friends across from the Mediterranean to the Himalaya.  With that "Last Waltz", in certain ways, I, too, bid my own fare-thee-well to my American roots and beautiful life to create something new on the other side of the world.  A dream of a life unknown, yet to be explored and rich in anticipation.

That leaves me today, 34 years later, on the beach in Bali with my beloved Mother, wife and daughter.  The three Devis of my adult life...  A man and the three women who are the home he builds...  While our sons, Joshua and Ezra, are off in their young adult worlds with their friends and guides ready to find themselves and their future quests without all the parental guidance and support that a child requires...

Much to reflect upon in those sentences, as well...

So today, with less than 48 hours left in 2012, is a rest day for such reflection, reading ("The Master and Margarita") and a bit of swimming.  Soon, we'll take Leah where she can do a short dive with a new type of spaceman ("Biff"??) helmet under the water.   She seems excited to go under the sea and live with the fishes!

Although, in truth, she wants to race back up to the Botanical Garden where they have a jungle zip line and various acrobatic activities up in the trees.  It looks a bit like high anxiety when watching some of the other adults yesterday, but kids are fearless, even our little daughter.  So we may save that for when we move to Ubud on the 1st for three days, as its closer there, if we get back again.   

Also, Mom's feeling much better!  She looks great in her newfound grey hair as the heat is too much for more luxuriant hairstyles or accompaniments...   

Happy New Year to all!  


Subject: Bali #4
I'm sitting in the morning sun on our small terrace here at La Taverna already starting to sweat by 9 am.  Time to go do my laps in the pool soon after checking the football scores, FB and the world's latest crimes and misdemeanors...

Yesterday, we took another day trip w/ our driver, Dharma, up to the highlands of Bali, this time.  Drove about 2 hours to the extinct volcanoes where there are three lovely lakes past miles of rice fields and the constant image of Balinese brick, stone and thatch pagoda temples along the way.  

These local, household and village temple complexes are the defining attribute of this luscious landscape.  Almost every day we see local communities heading to their shrines for puja and prayers, dressed in their handsome black and white checkered lungis and knotted head-dresses.  

At one such temple-school complex, we stopped for a bowl of noodle soup in one town, then at a coffee plantation to taste the local brew and try a new type of fruit with a snake-like skin that tasted like a harder, fleshier rambutan or mangosteen.  It's so wonderful to be among those tropical fruit of southeast Asia.

There was fog and some drizzle up on the mountain where we stopped to take pictures of the lush landscape and lovely lakes below.  Leah touched the large fruit bats that were on display on the roadside, before we turned around to go to a famous (and crowded...) temple island on the larger of the lakes.  It was Saturday so there were hundreds of Indonesian tourists there taking family photos with most of them in clusters of 10-14 family members.  Reminds one of the beauty of our basic human unit...

Then, the Bali Botanical Garden where we wandered among the orchids and bamboo, collecting specimens for our own garden along the way.  How much we love these botanical gardens around the world.  Nature protected, preserved and respected!  There is much on Bali that seems to have been respected by the culture around them.  Some type of graciousness and beauty that mirrors the island itself.

For dinner, we strolled on the main Sanur street and found a delicious Italian restaurant nearby for dinner of snapper, swordfish and pizza where we may have our New Year's dinner, too.



Subject: Bali Update #3

Hi, all!  Claudia was asking for the latest news on Mom, but, fortunately, there isn't any...  except, of course, that she's not wearing a wig today, so I feel younger and among a more age appropriate group...

Yesterday we were supposed to move to Ubud, the cultural capital of Bali up in the hills, closer to the magnificent volcano mountains that are in the center north of the island.  We did actually drive up there w/ our luggage intending to stay.  Mom was booked at what turned out to be a very cute, lovely, aesthetic hotel and we were going to be in our friend Emil's home not too far away (but, as we discovered, not too close, either).  However, little did I realize that Mom is no longer really able to manage stairs or steps very well.  She was not comfortable with the steps at the lodge, much less the very ridge-ridden hills of Ubud...

So, we went and looked at 3-4 other hotels, including the magnificent Amandari, but decided in the end to return to La Taverna on Sanur beach, which is lovely, open and without stairs.  It's a bit beachcomber-type for Mom, and definitely a bit humid in the tropics, but she preferred it to the up and down of Ubud.  Fair enough!  My body aches at times, I can't really imagine the wear and tear of being in one's 80s, not to mention, we all know that Dad's fall was precipitous for him.  Better safe, as they say!

Thus, back to Sanur!  We will do day trips from here, like we did up to Ubud yesterday (only an hour from here).  I've arranged a car for tomorrow to take us up country to some artisan villages -- Bali is nothing if not an artistic, creative universe, ergo it's beauty...   We'll go to some of the famous Hindu temples (very much modeled on south Indian style from 1200 years ago), a stone carving village and maybe a famous water tank/park.  Let's see.

Oh, and we found a lovely restaurant at a nearby hotel (Serei Tanjang) that made it almost worthwhile to return yesterday evening.  Lovely setting on the beach w/ even better food.  Seared tuna, avocado salad, pasta and coconut creme brulee to die for...  We may be there tonight if you're nearby.

All is ok in this tropical world, hot, rainy at times (quick intense storms), the sea, the sky and water, plenty of water... 



Subject: Bali Update #2

There are way to many fireoworks going off in the background for my taste... sounds like Tet in Hue in 1967... but we're out the door in a minute to get Mom who is watching "Salt" on the TV on her front porch here at La Taverna, Sanur Beach, Bali. She arrived on time from HK mid afternoon, where I met her w/ Dharma, the local taxi driver. But with a serious cough, so we stopped at the pharmacy to pick up some decongestant and water. 

After settling in her ground floor suite here a 100 m from the beach, she took a well-deserved nap with the AC on. A far cry from the weather she's had the previous ten days in northern China. Here we're near the equator and the lush, tropical air will be perfect for her clogged lungs. 

I doubt she's up for a bicycle ride (Shakun, Leah and I just came back from 1.5 hours heading in land on the back roads to find a bamboo nursery) or a swim in the ocean tomorrow w/ Leah, but she can relax, have a massage and enjoy our five course Xmas Italian dinner here at La Taverna with us. It's a good way, methinks, to celebrate her 52nd wedding anniversary!

Still, I just wanted to let you know that Mom is safe n sound and we are out to the sandy terrace under the tropical trees looking out to the sea for pizza or pasta or a well-deserved drink. 
I like the idea of a drink... 

Subject: Grammy Does Bali: Day #2

Hey, Everyone!  Mom woke up feeling better this morning.  She had a coughing fit in the night, but besides that seems to have slept well and is more agile today.  She's out having a second long black Illy coffee on the terrace with her bagel and lox breakfast.  (Leah had the same...)  We'll take it slow today and then have our Xmas eve dinner here at the hotel tonight.  Tomorrow we go up to Ubud for ten days of Balinese culture, landscape and a few day trips around the island.  Hopefully Mom will feel better just resting, relaxing, breathing the warm, salt air and not traveling too much this week.  Just wanted to keep you informed...  


Subject: Grammy Arrives:  Day #1

Mom arrived two days after our arrival and Ezra's departure.  Mom's really worn down after her ten day trip traveling around China in the dead of winter with snow, rain and really cold weather.  She took a nap this afternoon, but was still pretty exhausted in the evening.  She said, 'everything aches' and has a real deep cough.  Hopefully a good night's sleep will do her well.  We'll see how she feels tomorrow, but it's been a hard trip for her, it seems.  

She took Ezra's deportation in her inimitable, practical way.  "Well, of course, you need six month validity in your passport -- all countries require that!"  She felt bad, of course, as she was so looking forward to seeing him here with us.  When asked what she would have done at Immigration, she was, again, all simplicity and directness.  "I would have paid -- and be done with it!"  She's right...

Bali should be a good rest without all the travel and plane flights and winter weather experienced in China.  She'll feel better after she's been able to sleep and not think about more travel.  

We have a Xmas eve dinner tomorrow here at the lovely boutique Italian resort, La Taverna, where we're staying on the beach at Sanur.  Should be fun and good food!  


Subject: Ezra Doesn't Do Bali Update #1

I've been trying to solve a conundrum wrapped in a corruption treated with respect...  if you can figure out what I mean...

In brief: Ezi was deported at the Bali airport the day we arrived for not having a six month valid passport.  The Immigration Officials wanted $1,000 to permit him to stay, but were willing to negotiate down to $300+.  However, something went wrong w/ the discussion.  Maybe it was me not feeling so thrilled or happy about the whole situation -- so they finally refused him entry and sent him all the way back to Kathmandu.  

We are waiting to hear from Ezra today if he has gotten a new temporary passport there to fly back here tomorrow (en challah!).  Of course, he wasn't certain if he wanted to return after the three days just coming and going.  But my mother is here and he does want to see her, so he may come or stay at home and work on his college applications due in February.  We've left it up to him...  

When I mentioned this to the Tourist Police at the airport yesterday when I went to pick up Mom, they said, 'the Immigration was trying to respect us by helping find a fair price to let your son stay'.  Of course!  But I was too Western, dumb and frustrated to see it in that uniquely Asian (particularly Indonesian, I suppose...) way.   It was all about the $$, bozo!  Forget your tales of morality or doing someone a kindness...  You could have had what you wanted if you had just paid the piper!

If I had, Ezra (for a few hundred dollars...) would be with us on Bali and not have been sent away...  

Live and learn, I guess...  although Ezra has the exhausting return to Kathmandu ahead of him...


Monday, December 3, 2012

What is love?

What is love?
Do we still wonder?
Do we still ask?
Do we still reflect?

What is given and what forsaken?
What held tight and what released?
What freed and what demanded?
When to go and when to stay?

Who are you, and
What is us?

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Notes from Roma, Lecce and Albania



Notes from Italy and Albania

Shakun and I recently returned from Roma, Lecce (Puglia, southern Italy) with a three day side trip to Albania.  Ancient new worlds for both of us...  I attended a conference on 'Sustainable Religious Tourism' where my paper, 'Buddhism, Sacred Art and Pilgrimage Travel Contested' describing a range of cultural and tourist quandaries in Lo Manthang, had been accepted for presentation.  

This was the first conference I'd attended to deliver a paper from my own personal interest.  A few years ago, I presented at a Himalayan Studies conference in Madison, Wisconsin on the Federalism Dialogues as part of my UNDP constitution drafting work.  

But, of course, this was Italy...

We arrived in Roma after our long nearly 24 hour's journey into night from Kathmandu to Italy via Abu Dhabi and Milano.  W
e took a taxi from the Roma airport to Suey's apartment in the heart of the old city, right around the corner from the Pantheon -- one of the world's greatest and oldest architectural marvels.  Suey is a kind-hearted friend from Smith who has made a life and career with FAO in Rome.  She has a walk-up four floors in an old Roman building behind a massive gate off a cobble-stone lane built around a central stairwell with marble pieces of the old Roman world plastered into the walls.  Simple elegance and refinement all around!  

Sunday night after we arrived Suey took us on a tour of her charming neighborhood. First, of course, was the impressively world-weary Pantheon, dark marble and immense columns fitted tightly among the narrow lanes.  A temple to the pagan gods so refined that its coffered dome has stood for two thousand years while Ionic temples or early basilicas have collapsed over time.  A space so graceful and sublime with proportions so exact that a perfect sphere would sit below that gentle dome. In front a small piazza centered on a Bernini fountain of an elephant holding up an obelisk.  (After a few days, I began to think that there are more ancient Aegyptian obelisks in Rome than in Egypt...  Suey says it may be true.)  

Near her apartment were a few baroque churches, including the French Church, w/ magnificent Carvaggio paintings.  Truly wondrous, original paintings of sacred Christian faith with the soul of the common man.  For the first time, Carvaggio painted simple humans with their innocent expressions, bare and dirty feet, individual faces, old clothes, simple postures and humble rooms.  It was a dangerous revelation at the time of such opulence and worldly power.

That first night, there was the feel of Roma, the eternal city they say, under the darkened sky w/ the classical and baroque buildings silhouetted by city lights and the colorful refined Romans strolling their beloved city or sitting at cafes watching us watching them.  This is a city of many charms, not the least the ambience, the comfortable lanes, the lack of haste, the piazzas, embellished facades of the buildings, the gelato, and understated or even in many cases the absolutely overstated and fudge-like carved sentimental beauty. there is a European history and refinement in these cities that we, temporarily imperial Americans, appreciate all the more b/c it is so warm, aged, cultured, historical, vivacious, cool, attractive and well-lived.  



Monday Shakun and I walked some seven hours through various piazza, churches, chapels, sites and gardens.  Rome is an easily walkable city, especially in the 'historico centro', where most of the various empires, emperors, kings, popes and cardinals made their mark.  We strolled the stone streets w/ limited traffic and endless cafes free to stop for a coffee at any nearby corner.  We found an inexpensive place for a pasta for lunch near the Tiber, a few blocks from the Aris Pacem, where other Romans seemed to gather, after a few hours meandering.  Belle!



Then, as we approached the Piazza Populi, we saw, so out of context, an enormous installation of the UEFA Champions League football trophy set up by the old walls of Rome.  Almost like a carnival in a Fellini film.  Of course, we went in and had our pictures taken by the world's most famous football trophy to share with the boys.  



That evening, we had drinks w/ Dave and Claudia Sadoff (who've recently moved to Rome from Bangkok after a couple years in Kathmandu) at Suey's apartment before going out to dinner at a neighborhood restaurant.  There is such an ease and joy in sitting out at a restaurant on streets of Rome in the evening, even in late October, as if the world were your oyster and life is sweet and beautiful...  'La dolce vita', as they say...



The next day we were more serious about our tourist responsibilities.  We went directly to the all-consuming, vast Vatican museums, the Sistine Chapel, the Raphael rooms, St. Peter's...  But the corridors of the museum are so crowded, it's not really an aesthetic experience, more like an endurance race.  I much prefer to be in one of the scores of magnificent catholic churches in the city where there is less 'art', but a more personal experience...

Fortunately, we stepped into a few of those, away from the hustle and bustle, to sit quietly below those massive images of saints and prophets, glimmering in mosaic or pastels, the glittering gold embossed on the ceilings, the side chapels still used for penance, where it is possible, just slightly, to recall that these were once places of profound worship, where the Church was manifest and manifold in its power and glory, where the tithes of the world came to rest within these solid columns and ambulatories, where Christ had arose to cleanse the sins of man, but Peter and the Apostles placed so much sacred and secular authority in one Papacy that it dominated the lives of hundreds of millions for over a thousand years.


Then, at last, after making our way through those 100 meter lanes of Vatican riches in the museum, we reach the piece d'resistence of Christian aesthetics in Rome: the Sistine.  There, unlike the rabble of the museums, I could have spent the whole afternoon.  So awesome, magnificent and ethereal!  There are wooden benches by the side walls where one can sit and admire the enchanting panels of paintings that contrast the lives of Jewish Moses and Christian Jesus by the most famous of Italian Renaissance masters.  Then, after a time, when one feels the moral strength, one looks down the chapel at Michelangelo's exhausting, triumphant, ein-believable, almost unredeemable Last Judgment with its vivid, haunting, transcendent blues and trance-like impression of the end of days, the end of life, our own mere mortality... our individual deaths.

"His will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven!"

When the three walls of the Sistine have filled one's restless mind, at last, there is the chapel ceiling, the ceiling, those Renaissance images, the Gnostic seers, the Hebraic prophets, the fearsome creation, the beginning of time, the mythic force of our own existence, the gentle countenance of a legendary male god-figure with Adam and Eve receiving the source of life...  The source of so much of our religious and literary Western culture, the grandeur of our dreams and fears, the hopes and aspirations in the celestial and mortal worlds.  The beauty and yet, today, the ignorance, the superficiality, the cosmetic, ephemeral world of fame and fortune...

How little we allow our gaze to drift unabashedly skywards these days...

Truth be told, we did join a tour when we arrived at the Vatican as we were told it was the only way to avoid the long lines -- but the guide was almost useless.  I listened to many other tour guides and clearly we got a poor one.  Others were more insightful and passionate about the art and architecture.  Next time i'll have to do more research to get a better guide.  We sort of fell into ours by the front of the Vatican which was a poor choice.  Lesson learned...

Still, I'm not a good tour person b/c I like to sit and observe for long periods.  Usually I listen in on other guides while they are near me, as there is so much to learn of the history and significance of the frescoes, paintings, sculpture and architecture.  It's precious when you hear a skilled and knowledgable person walk one through a painting, like a Carvaggio.  Or staring jaw adrift in front of a Bernini or Bramante masterpiece...  such deep insight and wonder about the art and lives of the artists or the time in which they worked...  time slips away as the past opens up...

That night we watched the presidential foreign policy debate with Suey at the American University of Itay.  Afterwards we walked to dinner at a busy and popular pizzeria with friends of Suey who have lived and worked in Africa.  The British husband was born in Uganda when Kenya, Tanzania and Uganda were all one country, then taught at the University of East Africa in Kampala before it became the University of Kampala.  He's editing an encyclopedia of african wildlife -- no small matter, indeed, while she still travels the world for FAO!  Quite interesting and our type of folks!

The next morning, unfortunately, Suey's apartment didn't have internet, so we went downstairs and around the corner to a gelato cafe (such trouble...) to have a 3.5 euro coffee and use theirs.  While sitting, i heard Shakun say, 'tashi delay' and looked up to see a gaggle of Tibetan men at the table next to us.  It turns out that one of them, Lobsang Sangey, the Prime Minister of the Tibetan government in exile was among them in Italy for meetings w/ Italian  parliamentarians.  We chatted awhile about Nepali politics and the situation of Tibetans in Nepal.  Sangey invited us to visit them in Dharamsala, India to continue those discussions.  All at the corner gelato shop in Rome...

We also finally connected with Luigi and Samanta, our two lovely friends who have been doing the restoration of the Lo Manthang Thubchen and Jampa gompas.  Luigi has been there fourteen years already and has been in-charge of the project for the past few years.  What they have accomplished in that remote outpost of humanity and kulture is little known, but among the most inspirational and beautiful Buddhist religious sites I've ever seen.  Those 15th C. wall paintings from the Sakya tradition have been brought back to near their original vitality and sanctity by the careful, detailed work of these dedicated Italian art restorers.  Without their long-term commitment, and the funding of the American Himalayan Foundation, those temples may have continued their rapid decay and deterioration, leaving no trace of the brilliance of their era.

To make the rendez-vous easy, we met at the Piazza Navonna, where it's nearly impossible to hide, and then went around the corner to a more sedate, cultured and calm Piazza Pace (naturally...) for lunch.  Such a joy, of course, to be with these gentle and yet enthusiastic souls in their own country in the world which fostered their imaginations, artistry and creativity.  It's a gift, as well, for us, living in the international world of Kathmandu, to find such precious friends in Italy and around the world...

Early the next morning we took the express train from Rome to Lecce, direct, for the religious tourism conference which started Friday evening through Sunday.  The six hour ride passed through the countryside train reaching Puglia in time for us to find our cosy B&B just outside the old city walls, a superb meal across the street and only slightly late for the opening ceremony.   On the train, I re-read Lama Govinda's famous Tibetan Buddhist travelogue 'The Way of the White Clouds' -- one of the first books i read when i came to live in Nepal in the early 80s-- in order to take my mind out of the Bernini's baroque Catholic Italy and put myself, once again, in that Himalayan pilgrim soul spirit that animated my paper... 


The conference itself was curious and stimulating.  The people were slightly outside my 'comfort zone', not uncomfortably, but in a fresh, new perspective.  no longer development, INGO or UN folks, but academics and tourism specialists.  In this way, the whole event was a new experience, not merely the sumptuous, baroque surroundings of Lecce, but, in particular, the types of people who attend conferences on academic tourism.  Most of these were professors in their specialized fields (tourism, architecture, urban planning, economics...), as well as young academics making a name for themselves, as well as some modern Renaissance souls who seem to dabble in an array of fields, mixing history, art, travel and pilgrimage.  Of course, there were more than a few Italians, with their elegantly raffish airs and love of beauty, with a range of other northern Europeans, an odd American, a few Israelis, two or three Asians and us.  

Unfortunately, there was not enough time to get to know more than a few of them in two+ days b/c the workshop sessions lasted all day -- swelled at meals by exquisite classical musical concerts in various Lecce churches.  After all, as I noted, this is an exquisitely baroque town.   

Of course, me being me, I was still editing my powerpoint during the lunch before my session.  I added some more photos, given that few, if any, of the audience would have been to Nepal, much less Lo Manthang.  Plus I wanted to remove some of the unnecessary historical facts and personalities that were not germane to the presentation.  Since each presenter was only given 15 minutes, there really wasn't much to be anxious about, although that logic doesn't completely subdue all such emotions.  Not to mention, each specific session was divided into a couple of sections, so only 25-30 people attended any one talk.  

My presentation was preceded by two women, a Greek who spoke on the Compostela di Santiago pilgrimage in Spain and a Korean, studying in Paris, who presented an intensely political and brave case study describing how the Japanese conquest of the Korean peninsula sought to exploit the Korean cultural heritage to justify their Asian colonization in the first half of the 20th C. -- a subject that has resonance for many conflicts in the world today... 

I was fortunate to have almost a full half hour for my power point presentation and a discussion afterward, as one person didn't arrive for their talk.  From what I could observe, my audience (those who weren't nodding off after lunch...) enjoyed going for a ride to the edge of Tibet and across the Himalaya, to consider 'pilgrimage travel contested' in a living Buddhist context.  Since most of the participants were Europeans, they were less familiar with our part of the world.  Although one kindly Brit (of course!), Ian, has been everywhere in the world, and Prof. Rana Singh, rom Benaras Hindu University, who, oddly, took exception to me saying that Muktinath is one of the sources of the Ganges.  For time's sake, I presented my conclusions, but not recommendations.  Then, the beleaguered American who runs the Bahai Center in Haifa asked me to discuss those, as well, which I was more than happy enough to do as the those spoke more to my development background in managing a remote cultural heritage site.

Shakun gave me high marks for my presentation.  I'm not sure it changed anyone's life, but it did mine.  We never would have gone to Puglia or Albania if my dear friend, Prof. Lauren Leve, who worked with me at Save the Children decades ago, had never sent me that advertisement for this conference.  Not to mention how chuffed I was to see my paper in the book of the conference proceedings that we were each given when we signed in on the first day.  

An almost published academic...  imagine that...       

As for the essential subject of food in Lecce, the official lunches were a bit thin, to be honest.  Too little time, too many people and an understandable effort to keep costs down.  Fortunately, there was a wonderful antipasto and seafood restaurant across the street from the lovely courtyard B&B where we stayed in Lecce, as well as the gelato at the corner by the movie theater is to die for.  I found my way past the gelataria every night after the conference sessions while Shakun admired some winter boots in a nearby window I ordered another two euro gelato cone.... 

On Monday, after the conference, we took the overnight ferry from Brindisi to northern Greece, just near Corfu, for our pre-arranged Albanian tour. There were three other visitors from the conference with us, plus Romeo, our Albanian professor.  We left Italy about 8 pm, on a ferry full of itinerant Romas who made the extensive dining area their family sleeping quarters.  We had simple but private cabins with a basic shower/bath to comfortably spend the night.  But the horn and announcement went off while we were still sleeping as arrived bright (well, dark...) and early at 3:30 am in Greece.  As expected, the driver Romeo had arranged met us and take us across the border to Albania...

Romeo, our kindly, Albanian professor-guide, was an excellent host and friend; a true gentleman.  his love for his country and deep understanding of its complexity gave us many insights into the present world of a modern Albania.  From the magnificent Greco-Roman ruins along the coast to the rich Orthodox Christian history in the interior, our three days of travel were a wonderful opportunity to see and appreciate the country from the inside. 

One of our first stops was right over the Greece-Albanian border across the bay from the historic island of Corfu, trading port and vacation spot for empires through the ages.  On the mainland, along an estuary, is Buthrotum (Butrint), an ancient site sacred to the Hellenic god of health and medicine, Asclepius.  Later, under Roman rule both Julius Caesar and Caesar Augustus planned to establish a veteran's colony for their loyal soldiers.  

I could have stayed hours there...  

On a few acres overlooking the sea and miles of agricultural fields, one can imagine the life of a thousand years of early Adriatic culture, see the rough hewn stones arranged by the pre-Hellenic Epirus people for defensive walls below the finely trimmed Hellenic construction, then sit in the now-flooded Greek amphitheater, touch the 3rd C. BCE Greek inscriptions, imagine King Pyrrhus battling the Romans, walk by the oldest and largest (and among the most beautiful...) surviving  Baptistry mosaics and stand amid the ruins of the community's monumental early Christian basilica.  

But, for me, amid all those ages, the most evocative moment was standing along a rock face where a well had been excavated as an offering to the nymphs who made their home in the nearby forests.  Along the stone rim of this ancient nympheum there were finely cut depressions where for a thousand years women had been hauling up their water from the depths.  As I stood there, feeling the cool edge where ropes had carried fresh water to those distant peoples, my thoughts fell back into those pools, as well.  

Looking up at Romeo I said, "Romeo, I hope that when it is my time to depart this world, I am not in a modern hospital bed attached to machines, but in a quiet, peaceful sanctuary like here where one feels a part of man's long history, where the idea of our individual passing is simply to join those who have lived and gone before us, pulling water from the wells of life..."   

In the brief days we were there, Albania proved to be an amazing adventure, particularly b/c of Romeo.  Of course, Albania is not Italy, but then where else is?  but w/ Romeo, we had a non-stop seminar on the politics, culture, history and geography of Albania from Hellenic or Illyrian times to the present.  The country has been on quite a roller coaster in the 20th C., from Ottoman satrapy to principality to royalty to republic to war, revolution and fifty years of Stalinism before the democratic dam broke in the 90s.  Since then it's been an agonizing path back to their European roots that were cauterized under the ever Hoxha Stalinist regime.  

On a hillside outside one of the towns there were large white letters where Hoxha's first name, 'ENVER', had been inscribed visible from a few kilometers away.  A few years after his downfall, some local students rearranged the letter 'n' at the beginning as a reminder: 'NEVER' again will they live under such an isolated, controlling, paranoid Marxist state, never.   

For your sake, I'll avoid a lengthy history lesson here and leave the complexities of the nation's Muslim (60%), Orthodox (20%) and Catholic (20%) relations for later.  Although, just to note, that given the 50 years of imposed secularism Stalinism, compared to many other states in the Balkan region, the diverse religious relations are rather tame today, fortunately.



Not surprisingly, given our eclectic fortune, our 3 day excursion was equally ecumenical as it included two devout, Orthodox Israeli Jews and a modern American Mormon.  Really nice folks.  Although we spent more time w/ Shaul and his wife, as Dallan, the U. Arizona State cultural tourism professor had to leave a day early,  I enjoyed Dallan's stories.  Coming from a rural Utah broken family he knew from age 8 that he wanted to travel the world.  Dallan's made a wonderful career of it, as the keynote speaker at many international tourism conferences while meandering the world taking photos of border crossings and exploring the curiosities that define cultural boundaries.  

Shakun, of course, bonded w/ Mazar and may be moving to a kibbutz in the Negev soon.  She has a way with Israelis and many others that has them feeling she's one of them.  Curious that!  



The one day we were in Tirana, Hillary Clinton descended from the sky (with the rains...) for a three hour visit.  I doubt she came to greet us, specifically, but Romeo said that she is highly respected in Albania for her work in the Balkans, especially on behalf of the Kosovars and other minorities.  I was happy to hear that!  Although it was our last day in Albania and it poured, alas.  but no complaints as we had two beautiful days driving around before the rains began. 

The return overnight ferry from Durres, Albania let us off in Bari, where I'd pre-arranged a rental car at the airport.  Unfortunately, there was no car, but the Dollar rental folks arranged an even better car through another agency (Sixt) for our last day and a half.  

From Bari, we stopped in Trani, up along the coast, to see a magnificent, towering 12th c. Romanesque church by the sea.  Trani is one of those charming seaside Italian towns with a harbor full of fishing vessels and yachts where the cafes ring the waterfront and the light is exquisite.  At such moments I wonder why I had been destined to grow up in Upstate New York, instead of here...  

After a filling 12 euro set lunch w/ a table of antipasto, pasta and a glass of white wine by the cathedral, we drove north between rows of parasol pines on a two lane highway along the sea.  We circled around the rough, cliff-like Gargono peninsula that juts out into the Adriatic sea the top of Puglia.  But, alas, since it was November already, the beautiful, incandescent, Mediterranean day light was gone by 5:30 pm.  My last 3 hours of our last full day in Italy were driving in the darkness from the coast along the Appenines in order to be within a few hours drive to Rome the next day.  

We spent that last night at Campobasso along the spine of Italy.  In fact, I think we found a town in Italy that's famous for almost nothing.  Nothing of great consequence, at least.  Even some students asked us, "why are you visiting here?", as if we were the first tourists to arrive in the new millennium.  But when we did get there, it was late as i'd been driving since 11 am, so we only needed a nice play to sleep and eat and sleepy Campobasso was as good as it gets.

After such a long day, unfortunately, even in such a small town, after dinner I got lost trying to get back to the hotel.  It was almost one of these trying marital moment for Shakun and me w/ the not unheard of 'if you'd only listened to me' vernacular...  But, good on us, we avoided that trap.  then Shakun with renewed energy asked some young Italian students (the ones who asked what exactly we were doing there...) who ever so kindly got in our car to take us to the doorstep of the St. Gorgio hotel we'd somehow misplaced.  

As they say, 'the kindness of strangers...'  which is one of the reasons for travel -- to open ourselves up to the eventual and all-to-common cultural or linguistic or geographic disorientation that puts as the mercy of strangers to offer us their generosity of spirit and friendship.  Such moments always linger, as long as the awe-inspiring cultural heritage sites, with memories of the, at times, uncomplicated goodness of people...  Prego...

Saturday morning we woke with only having to make a 5:30 pm flight from Roma.  We had time.  we had been told it was only 3 hours from Campobasso to the Rome international airport.  Which, of course, left us time to find a nearby grocery store for parmesan, proscuitto and prosecco and a few kilo of olives -- although our bags were already overflowing with four saplings (a juniper, a cedar and two olive trees) we bought at a nursery outside Tirana...  

Since we didn't want to get too much Albanian soil on the parmesan, we bought a 20 euro suitcase in which to pack the food, as well..

ahh, Italia...